AAHHH

Thats how i feel after ive thrown myself into the world of working haha...such a bad idea doing it during 6th year but i NEED MULLAA. Although its starting to seem slightly not worth it=/ My first day was grand...i came home feeling grand but for some reason looking back all my mistakes are magnified and now im scared im gonna fuck up even more on my next shift:( gahh And its gonna get crazy around Christmas. im working saturdays and sundays 12-7 so i have NO days off between that and school. I feel a bit sick even writing this. fukkittt.
Meanwhile ive kept myself occupied by looking up recipes for Humus. Im gonna blog this so i dont lose it...i like this wan.