AAHHH

Thats how i feel after ive thrown myself into the world of working haha...such a bad idea doing it during 6th year but i NEED MULLAA. Although its starting to seem slightly not worth it=/ My first day was grand...i came home feeling grand but for some reason looking back all my mistakes are magnified and now im scared im gonna fuck up even more on my next shift:( gahh And its gonna get crazy around Christmas. im working saturdays and sundays 12-7 so i have NO days off between that and school. I feel a bit sick even writing this. fukkittt.
Meanwhile ive kept myself occupied by looking up recipes for Humus. Im gonna blog this so i dont lose it...i like this wan.

Tomorrow im gonna be out in the big bad world workin like a slave for my first ever shift. Im excited and nervous and dreading it all at the same time. I think ill be so much calmer after the first hour cause i dont know where im going to go when i first arrive. Luckily i have suurdahh with me to keep me calm:) She's so laidback that way i wish i was like that!! Hope the boys are nice coz ill be workin on mens:O
Today was better than yesterday anyway. Still not 100% but there were no arguments. Got an amazing panda hat too:D Oh shit petes outside..laterzz x x

LC German you arsehole

Entschuldingung Herr Ober, ich habe leider ein Problem! Ich habe auf dem Bus gewartet. Es hat stark geregnet. Ich habe mich an ihre Schaufensterahmen gelehnt. Plotzlich, merkt ich dass meine Jacke vol frischer Farbe war! Ich bin sehr verargert!

First post:D
Starting a blog coz im gonna have less time and more stress this year so ill use this to vent my thoughts to invisible friends since the real ones might get sick of me moaning haha!
If the leaving cert kills me maybe they'll make this into a book baha...
Getting closer to Christmas now..school is taking over my social life...slightly haha. Starting work on Sunday too so thats one less lie on that i need=/ Had the induction on wednesday which was super boring but im workin on mens which im pretty happy about:D Wont be as crazy as ladies floor=
Todays been a good day tho, last test of the week. new bed. pizza and Misfits tonight. Only bad thing is i feel a bit sick:(...but it wud be wrong to have a perfect day of course...fuck i shud be doing my art prep. ok so not perfect day after all haha..x x x